Eighth in a series.....
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| Hooker.....Traditional Wooden Sailing Boat |
A series of short stories
By: Jacqueline E. Hughes
Everything Matters....the philosophy of one highly successful CEO, as well as Oprah Winfrey and many other "Super Charged" individuals who have made their way up the ranks of "the unknown" to become "outstanding in their field" and beyond!!
Simply because I know that Everything Matters, is precisely my dilemma as I sit here writing to you today! So many year-end ideas scattered throughout my brain pulling me this way and that. Even the mere thought that yet another year will be a memory or last year's chapters will soon be cross-referenced by private journals, pictorial histories and, yes, published blogs, proves how unprepared I really am to enter yet another shift-in-time......a new year!
I am amazed when I realize that 2013 will soon slip into 2014 and I have yet to take advantage of everything that matters to me right here, right now. I am comfortable within this 2013 persona I have created for myself and fear (being the operative word) what I expect from 'me' in 2014........and, my expectations run high.
Fragments of sentences, individual letters, digital pictures, beautiful faces, emotions.....flying pigs?......All captured above my head within a fluffy cartoon cloud of conversation and personal thoughts. Brilliant!
But, but, but, I have yet to write about this, that and the other thing and this year's time is sifting seamlessly through the hour glass (okay, year glass) and, don't you know how Everything Matters so much to me? I haven't described the sheer natural beauty of Lough Corrib with its polka-dot design of tiny islands that resemble Hershey's Kisses in the soft light of an Irish dusk. Not a mention yet of the Spanish stone arches, traditional wooden sailing boats called Hookers, Village of Claddagh (yes, associated with the famous ring) or the fascinating people we met who call the once walled-city of Galway their home today. Have I described for you the significance of discovering a ruined structure, an abandoned Church of Ireland, during our visit to Cong? Oh, now that's a story! I cannot forget the tears running down our faces as the gentle breezes off Lough Mask felt like Spirits caressing our bodies while begging us to listen to their sorrowful stories.... Wow! Seriously, chills just ran down my back remembering this experience!!
Even though the myriad of presents are getting wrapped, cookies are being baked and decorated with Love, clothes washed and folded to fit neatly into suitcases and the trusty KIA is gassed-up and waiting patiently for this barrage of domestic and Holiday items to consume it.....life remains a bit fragmented and unsettling to me. Why? We go through the motions without fully understanding why or what the outcome might be.
Actually, sitting here writing all of this down is proving to be a cathartic release, much like crying my way through the end of this year; I am grateful for this because the emotions are running higher than the International Space Station orbiting above us! Thinking about it now, I come up with three contributing factors to my emotionally charged state of being. Number one, it is Christmastime; that time of year when being together with Family, decorating the tree, creating delicious food and the wholesome act of simply 'giving,' all play a huge part in our lives. We're concerned whether there's enough time to fit everything we want to do within the space we've allotted to it in order to achieve our objectives. Secondly, my goals, as I alluded to above, have become much more specific and real. I expect a lot from myself in 2014! Pressure.... Lastly, over and above my personal expectations, I know that Everything Matters. More Pressure.
Ironically, I believe it is precisely because Everything Matters that I will get through these final days of this year and bump along into 2014. The dreamer, perfectionist and mental creator.....the three people I live with on a daily basis.....plan on sticking around for quite some time. I promise to pay attention to all the details that comprise my life including family, friends and the exquisite passion that has served as guide to my soul for all these years......writing!
Well, now that I have come full-circle in just a matter of a few, short paragraphs, I think I will be okay. If we take our fear and turn it into positive emotion that is always working for us, we can achieve it all. The trip up to Michigan to be with Family for Christmas will become a blessed memory, cherished forever. It will be next year, but those stories about Galway will be written. My novel is definitely progressing. And, everything will be accomplished with Love, attention to detail and the knowledge that to have it all, you must remember that Everything (Everyone) Matters along the way....
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to All.....!
