A series of essays.....
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BEAUTIFUL RAINBOWS CRISSCROSSING OVER ORLANDO, FLORIDA |
.....as seen through my eyes!
By: Jacqueline E. Hughes
Like beacons in the night, the digital highway signs above us
along the 417 were guiding us home with their bright flashing messages of
"ORLANDO UNITED!"
"AMBER ALERT," or "HEAVY TRAFFIC NEXT 10 MILES," or "SILVER
ALERT" need not apply here. "ORLANDO UNITED" was showing us the way home
tonight. And, we were almost there!
The colliding evening sea breezes between the Gulf and the
Atlantic decided to take a late hit as the skies opened up above us along I-95
near Palm Coast a short while before. For the last forty-five minutes our world
had been wrapped in a cloak of darkness that was sporadically illuminated by
bright flashes of intricate lightening bolts tossed at us from a hostile
eastern sky!
Happy about our final leg of driving after a long, long day on
the road, and feeling comforting warmth on the back of my head, I decided to
text our two daughters of our imminent arrival. "The fiery red sun is in full
bloom low in the western sky and we are between Sanford and home! There are at
least three rainbows to the east! And, it's still raining! WOW!" What a
magnificent welcoming party! What a glorious sight!
It felt as if the highway signs had teamed up with the sun,
rainbows, and rain in welcoming us back to a place we've, literally, grown up in
for twenty years. And, true to nature, the growing pains have hurt, as well as
inspired us along the way.....
Growing pains. All large cities have them. It's a challenge to
keep up with the needs and constant fluctuations of the multitudes that
incorporate so many various ideas and desires. Death. It surrounds all of us
every day, big city or small town, in one way or another. With life there will
always be death. Senseless Death? Hate? Gun Violence? Please help me understand
these acts because I'm having a major problem here!!!
Rainbows in the eastern sky. The souls of the recent gun
violence victims from the massacre at 'Pulse,' an Orlando nightclub located on
Orange Avenue, in the very early hours of Sunday morning, were still making
their way Home. The brilliant colors comprising each rainbow, representing their
vibrancy and pure joy of life, were vehicles assisting in their climb up to the heavens along perfectly formed arches.....God's elegant gateway to Bliss.
The 'tears of the survivors' that we have been shedding for
these innocent souls are splashing down upon us in the form of rain from the
Heavens above. God's way of stripping off the dirt and grime of travel;
cleansing us of the filthy, tangible atmosphere of Hate and Fear.
The blood orange evening sun, now large and bold having broken
through the angry black cloud cover, coupled with the bright digital signs right
above our car, warmly light our way as we pass by the exit to Orlando Sanford
International Airport, our personal gateway to Michigan, and over the bridge at
Lake Jesup, spanning its calm, lazy alligator-filled existence. These landmarks
exist between time and space and embed into one's very being given exercise and
time.
Yes! I truly understand and believe that rolling along the 417, we have
become witnesses to this miracle of Life and Death.
As a 'survivor,' I welcome the challenge that exists for those
of us who clearly see the backwardness of our society and are capable of
standing up to the idea that a gun-toting, miserable and mentally insane loner
can cause such damage to everything we hold dear. Let's check a person's mental
stability at the front door of every gun shop, gun show, and NRA meeting that
exists today!
And, by the way, the National Rifle Association is an
organization, according to the New Oxford American Dictionary, founded in 1871
that promotes the legal use of guns and gun safety in the United States. It
defends a U.S. citizen's constitutional right to own and bear
arms.
You see....I have a problem with accepting an archaic law that
refuses to change or upgrade with the times. Let's pull ourselves out of the
Wild, Wild West and actually admit that circumstances and people do change over
time. More guns will never make it right! And, just for the record, isn't a large part of "gun safety" about
protecting the innocent?
Owning another human being as a machine to provide labor for
one's personal benefit and enrichment is ARCHAIC! Telling half of the nation's
population (women) that they cannot vote....is ARCHAIC! Pulling your gun from
its holster in order to shoot another human being because he or she is taking
what you believe to be a personal possession of yours (Such as land, space,
gold....) is ARCHAIC and very much related to modern day road rage and pure
hatred of those around you.
You do see my point, don't you? What was written up in the
year of our Lord, 1871, may not apply in the same way in 2016. Times change.
Circumstances change. The world evolves. People within a society should evolve
along with these changes. Laws and regulations need to match the changing times.
Many refuse to believe this and continue to act like small children soon to be
denied their 'toys of choice.' If organizations such as the NRA convince you
that your life is threatened and your 'toys' are required to maintain the
wellbeing of your existence.....then, what better way to do so than to convince
you that there are terrorists, unstable minds, unmitigated hatred constantly
surrounding you?
Create the seed and hashtag it #power and you will find you've
created monsters legally possessing lethal weapons.
Create the seed and hashtag it #Love and you will find that Love attracts more Love and can be shared throughout the world....
Orlando nightclub shooter, Omar Mateen, and the killer of the twenty-two
year old singer, Christina Grimmie, this past Friday at The Plaza Live in
Orlando, should both be filed under 'mentally unstable' and yet....both were
sold guns. Both succeeded in annihilating the innocent lives of those they had
targeted for whatever reason.
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CHURCH LOCATED IN BOONE, NORTH CAROLINA, OFFERING PRAYERS OF HOPE AND LOVE FOR ORLANDO |
As a reasonable human being, I cannot justify this
unreasonable behavior. I will not attach a certain lifestyle to a "God given
right" if it means the death of innocent people. I refuse to glorify young women
and girls posing with handguns and attack rifles in a 'Charlie's Angels' like
opening scene. I am still shaking my head after seeing my niece and her young
daughter engaged in this imagery on Facebook!
This is not "I am woman; hear me roar..." material. When women
take pride in themselves, we see them flocking to the poles on Election Day,
working hard to secure equal pay for the same job done by men, and maybe, just
maybe, ensuring the fundamental rights of women over their own bodies instead of
taking the lead from men who believe they know what's best for all women. The
power I seek will be securing all of the above in my lifetime for myself, my
daughters, and their daughters. For ALL women in the future! And, I will be
voting for our nation's first female president in November in order to assist in
making this country a better place where both women and men can coexist in
mutual tolerance despite different ideologies or interests.
Talk is cheap....as the old saying goes. The words and actions
of a self-proclaimed racist, egomaniac, and all-around nasty man will fire-up
the masses, including those who think along the same vein as he does; their
latent hatred being encouraged and served-up on a platter reinforced by Fear
itself. May they tumble around in their massive machine of bigotry and denial
(often under the guise of religious beliefs) until some sense of reality is
forged from their actions. Their power is weak and self-serving. Their leader
is, as well. The sad part is that this guy is crazy dangerous with his many
twisted lies and opinions that are untethered to reality.
My friend, Amanda Patterson, shared a post on Facebook, written
by Gareth Van Onselen for The Rand Daily Mail, suggesting diseases affecting
South African politics. I am applying it to American politics, as well.
"Entitled: The Instability Itch. Description: Instability itch manifests as a
compulsion to disrupt or destabilize order by introducing chaos and uncertainty
into a situation. Symptoms: Randomness, irresponsibility, and patronage." I
believe it fits in our case quite well.
Light and Hope shined into our car windows just a few miles
from our house bringing peace and contentment into my heart. I knew that coming
back home to Orlando carried its heavy burden of grief for the lives so
indiscriminately taken away from our community. And, for those they left behind. Knowing that I had to decide how
to live with the pain and attempt to make the changes needed to make things
better, I turned to my writing.
My words do matter. And I will continue to write them for all
who are willing to read them and hope for a better life; a better, kinder life
in a world filled with change and renewal.
If the written word is a means of replacing or repairing
something that is worn out, run down, or broken, then there is a general need
for more people to open up and relate how they feel to others. Simply put, we
cannot afford to allow bigotry, walls, hatred, the ego, and negative power to
take over our lives.
Coming home to "ORLANDO UNITED" was living proof of
this....!
That's the spirit we see in Orlando!
Remember that Love is what will always matter the
most!
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REMEMBERING THE LIVES SO BRUTALLY TAKEN FROM US BY SENSELESS GUN VIOLENCE IN ORLANDO, FLORIDA, 6-12-2016 |
Note: At this time I would like to extend my condolences to the Graves family from Elkhorn, Nebraska, who lost their two-year- old son, Lane, at the Grand Floridian Resort at Walt Disney World. Prayers are being sent out to help you carry this burden and let you know how much you are loved.....
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